in the days leading up to Good Friday, scripture readings at school have been focusing only on the crucifixion of Jesus..the passages were all from Matthew and they were rather descriptive and heart wrenching. that very same feeling i got waay back in K1, when i first heard Jesus' story,came back to haunt me on wednesday morning. back then, i was so damn affected that i started sobbing,as quietly as possible, into the collar of my uniform cos i didn't want anyone to know that i was breaking down. i still remember the fact that all the other 4 and 5 year old kids were listening, completely enraptured and deathly silent. i still remember feeling sore, and extremely guilty, cos He died to pay for our sins.

*sigh* oh well..heart pain, body pain(cos of repeated bowling-cricket bowling i mean) and mind pain(cos of trying to come up with non farfetched PI's for PW). save meeee!