re-prioritize

air guitar got NOTHING on air violin yo.

keeping the dream alive?
very much so.

you do NOT reject me and not expect me to go down without a fight.
this is what i set out to do.
three for three.

as childish as it sounds, i need to prove that i'm good enough after what i went through. after the sacrifices i made. I don't talk about it much, but Sydney was a sacrificial lamb, so coming back had better be bloody worth it.


speaking of keeping the dream alive, F1-wise, at the rate this is going, I wonder if any of the big teams are even gonna show up by the time it gets to the s'pore GP. they might just boycott this ridiculousness and leave us all in the lurch. I can't even bring myself to watch F1 anymore man. OK well i ended up watching the first 30 laps of Monaco :P cos i couldn't resist (well mostly it was to relive Hamilton's victory there last year..i remember it so vividly. especially that chicane bit just after exiting the tunnel and that whole fiasco about cutting corners and letting the person you overtook pass *facepalm*) but after that its pretty much a shoo-in that its gonna be a Button victory.

I can't make out of its about the vehicle or the driver anymore. I can't make out whose skill set is being tested anymore. It's incredibly frustrating cos I believe Hamilton is a exceptional race car driver. that is talent, pure talent. you'll know what i mean if you've seen him on Top Gear- one of the many instances he's proven his skillset. He drove round the track in the "f1 star in a reasonably priced car" aka a Suzuki Liana in a blistering time. He was so fast, he beat The Stig! (if you take into consideration the wet conditions and how many seconds that added to his final lap time, that is). Clarkson was astonished, man.

Let's see how the rest of the season pans out eh.
And as for Roland Garros, I would actually prefer if Nadal DIDN'T win, but we all know that ain't gonna happen -__-. Safina all the wayyyy!!! (please don't screw up)
gah. i'm just so over it.