Parlay

Been talking about it to everyone who enquires.
It's strange..I'm bloody excited about leaving, living and studying abroad for a while. But at the same time I know that there's a very real chance it will be shortlived. I can deal with that bit.

Then there's the fact that i'm leaving so many people who have just re-entered my life after being on hiatus, people who have been there all along, and people whom I'm just getting to know. I don't quite know if i can deal with that. Because I know how much can change in a matter of months. People change, places change; I'm afraid of being left out.

I don't think about it too much, because when it comes to crunch time, I've the ability to detach myself from people relatively easily..I'm heartless like that. But I'm also bloody civil about it. (so much for civil)
But I don't know if I can still do that. People change.

At the end of the day, family is the top priority. Nothing else will come in the way.



I don't think it'll hit me until I actually leave.




Will Turner: You left Jack to the kraken.

Elizabeth Swann: He's rescued now, it's done with. [pause]
Elizabeth: Will, I had no choice.

Will: You chose not to tell me.

Elizabeth: I couldn't. It wasn't your burden to bear.

Will: But I did bear it, didn't I? I just didn't know what it was. I thought...

Elizabeth: You thought I loved him. [Elizabeth tries to push past Will]

Will: [Will blocks her exit and pushes her back against the pillar of the cabin] If you make your choices alone... how can I trust you?

Elizabeth: [pause] You can't.