pushing me away

i'm just so tired.

tired of all the tension, the misundertandings, the hurtful words. I guess when it's as consistent as it is, its a sign of deeper problems and just a lack of respect.

yes, i find it hard to respect you.

i just want to get away from it all because its taken too much out of me, and my resilience can only last so much. I've reached my threshhold.


"We know that crying is a good and natural thing. We know that crying isn't a weakness, but a kind of strength. Still, the weeping rips us root by tangled root from the earth, and we crash like fallen trees when we cry"- Shantaram